ITS OVER!!! Yayy!! Finally...I had my last final for the year...woo hoo!! It was physics...I don't know how I did, I really didn't know many of the work out problems and the girls in front of me ( my friends) didn't seem to get my hints that I needed help... Whatever...I'm just happy its over. Time to have some fun! and work... But as for now, I need a nap.

2 down 1 to go! Thank goodness... I had my speech final this afternoon, and now comes the infamous physics exam. I didn't pretty well in lab, but I don't know how my 3rd test went. SO, I'm waking my ass up from bed tomorrow morning, and coming to pick up my test from him. And hopefully my organic test will be graded too. Karma and me just prorastinated today..lol I wanted to get stuff done but i rather just talk. lol Obviously since all i've been doing for the past few weeks is study...no fun...

I can't wait till school is over and done with. No more stress of school till 2006!!! Ahhh Time is going by fassssttt! Its amazing how now I'll be turning 21! I used to look at 21 year olds as so old and actually being that age would be so far away. And its almost here. I hope its a good year. I sure need a good year, especially after this one....grrrr...

Anyhow, more studying for physics...ta-ta

ITS OVER!!! Its all over! NO MORE ORGANIC CHEMSITRY!!! I'm so excited. No more reactions to see what product would be more stable or be more predominate. No more wondering if something is SN1, SN2, E1 or E2. No more contemplating the idea of making molecules straight outta my ass when looking at Infrared Spectroscopy. Thank god for no more nucleophilic acyl substitution or nucleophilic addition. Or carbonyl condensations, or enols or enolates. NO MORE!!!! YAYYYY!!

Now its on to bigger, better more classes! My BIOLOGY classes! The ones I actually find interesting. Anyhow speech final tomorrow, studying physics all day for the next two days...need to do well in there. Like super well. Hehe I haven't said super in a while. I remember at Disney World Magic Kingdom, this lady who works in the terminator ride, its more of a terminator "experience" then ride, but anyways, she's the one who entertains you before you enter the ride, the one who briefs you about what your getting into, and this lady has this heavy British Accent and at the end of every sentence she's like SUPERRR!!!! Its hilarious! lol Ok a little funny story during finals...everyone needs it. hehe

Had some good times at heavenly today! Yummy wraps It was a much needed enjoyment after the organic exam. Nassim, nadia, ami, danielle, and some other pple had a blast talkin about iced tea and what not..lol

anyhow...sleep is currently awaiting. Night

Finals suck, i've been studying since yesterday...and i don't like it. Its not fun. My head is hurting i'll probably dream about organic molecules tonight. Hopefully they won't attack me or anything.

Well yesterday was the lazt day of school!! Yayy and the last day of organic class! I had my organic test, which I don't know if i did so well. I knew all my stuff but I made some real silly mistakes. But we'll see. The ACS Final is on Monday, which I've been studying for. *Currently taking a break*

Karma and moi went to the Festival of Trees. It was fun.Of course everything was oh so pretty! We didn't get to help inside at first. We were stuck at the check-in spot. But then we got moved to the Santa's Workshop where we got to help the little kids pick out something to buy for their family members. That was fun. One of the kids I was helping was this little 3 or 4 year old girl. She was so cute. She was such a handful, picking up everything she saw and trying to run off. Lol Great fun.

Here's me tryin to help this little boy pick out something for his dad.

There's Karma cheesing at our lovely help desk lol with the Zoo Atlanta guy in the background.

Now that is what I call art work!

Beautiful Trees...:sighs::

*Yum!!*

Tomorrow is the big day...test day! Ahhh!! Its my last organic test EVER! Expect for my final! Thank god. I will never have to take a organic test again...thank goodness. lol Tomorrow will be wake up early and STUDY and more STUDY. I do better if i study right before the test. Don't get me wrong, I study way before the test, but i do practice problems right before the exam. Hopefully I will do well. Yall pray for me!

I presented my persuasive speech today. It was about multivitamins and the economical and health benefits of taking multivitamins. I actually like giving speechs now. It's not so bad.

Anyhow, need to sleep,night night.

It was boring and long. I worked on my speech paper all day pretty much. I'm glad I decided to work on it and not wait till tomorrow and finish it. I didn't think I would need so much time, but I obviously I did. I got it all written out, I just have to put the finishing touches to it. I guess tomorrow and Thursday will be all organic. Then Friday the Organic test and then Festival of Trees!! Yayy! I can't wait. Karma and I volunteered last year and we had so much fun.

I was watching the end of Kal Ho Naa Ho...I forgot how sad the ending is...*Tears*
Anyhow...need sleep.

The weather was miserable, completely deary. Not wanting to do anything, go anywhere. But yet me and my mom still did. We went to the whole sellers off of Lawerenceville highway. Then we headed to Swaminaryan Mendir. We thought today was the main samiyo, but it was the lady's Samiyo.  Oh well. Least we got to go to the menir, I went to the Hara Krishna Mendir yesterday, which was really nice, because I hadn't been there in a while. Now I'm at home, I need to get started on my persuasive speech. I have to present on Thursday and I haven't even started writing on it. Let alone studyin for the last organic test. AHH! Last week of real school. Then week after is finals. Time is still going by so fast. Anyhow, time to get on it...no other choice.

Off to the Mendir

*Hara Krishna Mendir*

Random Pic of Atlanta *How pretty... ::sighs::*

So beautiful

Where did it all go? I just don't know. So many times I wonder if things can change. But if they do drastic consequences will be faced. I don't want to do this. I can't bare the pain. It's killing me inside. All I feel is pain. This unimaginable pain. The kind that you don't know how to get rid of. The kind you never want anyone else to feel. Why is love so hard? Why are there so many barriers to the one thing in life that is really needed. Is it a test of God? What is the purpose? Is there one, or have we created something to make us feel comfortable. To make us feel like there is a higher being in this world. We really don't know. It's not 100%. Nothing in life is a 100%, so what makes any of theses religions the "right" religion. It doesn't. No one is right and no one is wrong.

But we as humans have set this up. We have set up a system that we think is so secure. But what if we are all wrong? Then what? All the fighting, all the wars would be over something that doesn't even exist. Is it worth it? I don't think it is. I don't think all the pain is worth it. All the fights all the wars, its not worth it. Over something that is thought to be God, any way is the right way. Or no way can be the right way to. Who are we to judge anyone. We are meer beings set on this earth for a small amount of time to achieve whatever we can. Why not spend this time we can on this wonderful earth to joy ourselves. To love. To be loved. There's no greater pain to love one that means the world to you and not enjoy that love, with yourselves and the people around you. Maybe it's meant to be. Maybe for some reason there is a greater purpose. Maybe it will work out in the end. Just maybe. Nobody really knows what will happen to any of our fates, our destiny's. I just have to learn to let it be. And nothing more.

I can't believe classes are almost done and its almost 2006!! I'm getting old. No worries, I'm excited, yet worried that time is slipping away.

I always hear my parents saying how it seemed like only yesterday...etc etc etc. Now I catch myself thinking that very thing. I'm a junior in college getting my DEGREE! Can you believe it? I'm that old. I used to think that college was soooo far. And here I am living it. Amazing, simply amazing.

Well let me not ramble about how life is goign by so quickly, that'd be totally stating the obvious.