Physics test in two days and counting... I'm dreading every second of it. I want to have more time so I can get prepared for it. It seems as though I have time but its dedicated to everything else in my life. Hopefully these next two weeks will change.

I finally got to open my laptop! YAY! ::Took forever:: I got it Friday and now Monday I can finally open it. Better late then never....

Sad news, fellow Brahmin Tony Bhatt was stabbed to death working at a local convienence store over the weekend. He was covering for someone elses shift that day. His feneral is on November 30th, 2005. So take a moment to remember him.

On a lighter note, everyone who reading this should be thankful they CAN read this and are alive. Who knows what can happen to any of us.

I can't believe finals are two
weeks away. I won't even have 2 weeks to actually study for just my
finals. I'll be studying for my regular tests let alone my finals. I
think I'll be offically burned by the end of this semester. I need a
good vacation. And when I think about it, so do my parents. They've
been working for almost 2 years straight without any type of vacation.,
its high time they take a break. But its like how?? I'm at school, I
can't take over the store by myself, I don't even know everything. I
know how to do the regular day to day things. But opening and closing I
have no idea.



I'm thinking about volunteering my time to them over the holidays..maybe a couple of days here and there. Anywho..night night

I'm so proud of myself. I am
acutally not getting destracted in my room while I study for physics.
It's amazing. I did at first but somehow I managed to start studying
and once I started it was hard to stop. I think my one motivation was
getting it over with, and hopefully getting a good grade
I'll continue with my physics, while everyone else enjoys the last day
of Thanksgiving Break...Tomorrow is the start of the last part of
school. JOY!

Studying blows...I need to go
over Chapter 25 for Organic...Its carbohydrates..and there
structures...I never really liked the structural part of it. Oh well. Got
to do it.

Tests, tests and finals...too much. I was supposed to work this weekend
at the pharmacy but my co-worker asked me if I wanted her to work, and
of course that was a hell yeah!! I got so much to study for I needed
the time off. Now I think the next time I will study is after school.
YaY!! Now I can focus more...ok instead
of all these longs entries, there will be short concise entries, need
to prioritize so ta-ta people

I thought I woke up early,
obviously I didn't. I got to Best Buys at 4:15 a.m. thining I would be
somewhat early for the great deals they have. But NOOOOO, I'm get hte
opportunity to stand alll the way down the long ass line they had. The
lady walking around the line told me that all the laptops on the front
page were taken (they were handing out flyers for the first come first
serve) and the only ones left were the ones in the 3rd page. Thank god
I wanted that one! Or I would have been screwed! lol



This one individual in front of
me seemed to love to talk, so I let him. He worked for the Federal
Government and he's doing information systems (computer stuff). He was
telling me all sorts of stories how he's hacked into peoples laptops
from wireless connection and knocked on their door showing the people
that he can do this to them and he could fix it for like $30. It was
hilarous.



Then this other man in line
worked in Xerox and he apparently loved to talk too, so of course he
talked...lol he was telling me all sorts of things about computers and
what not. I think the whole experience was great fun something to
definately enjoy while shopping.



I waited in line for almost an
hour and a half to get my stuff and check out. It wasn't so bad because
it was very organized and the everyone was so friendly. But I bet it
was because it was so early and they had just started, I can imagine
going there in the mid afternoon and getting bad service. Ok now that
I'm back, I can take a nice long nap

Well I had to get that out of my
system...now i can have a more normal entry and be a little more calm.
Today was str8...just cleaned up some, helped moms cook, and then put
up some Christmas decorations
I love decorating the house. It looks so beautiful. It's funny how my
family celebrates Christmas still, even though we are all grown up. LOL
It's like we used to celebrate it when we were little because everyone
else was celebrating it and what no but now its like we are old enough
to know that this is not even out religion (no offense to Christans).
It's not like I see any Christan people sitting there celebrating
Diwali or our Hindu occasions. Ah well...



We celebrated Britneys birthday
by going to Olive Garden and then we went to watch Yours, Mine and
Ours. That was great fun. I told my parents that it was a crazy movie
when i got home, and they were like "you know back in India that peope
would make fun of you if you married like that". I was like yeah I bet
back then in America they would have done the same thing. And they were
like "yeah who knows how it is now over there". Which is completely
true, we have no idea how the lifestyle is over there since we don't
really go back there that much.



Well I'm sleepy, and very upset at the news I just recieved...STUPID DESI'S WON'T LEARN NOT TO PREJUDGE INDIVIDUALS!



IGNORANCE!!! I loathe it...I bet some wouldn't even know what that word meant only after they looked it up in the dictionary.

No one has the right to judge
anyone else without actually getting to know them. Talking to someone
more then two times does not mean you know a person. Listening to other
people talk about someone else does not mean you know the third party.



With this being said, each
individual in this world should take the time to SHUT their mouths
before saying anything offensive about ANYONE ELSE! I dispise the fact
that DESI'S LOVE TO GOSSIP!



DON'T BLABBER your MOUTHS if you
don't know someone. You don't know how that will make them feel. How
would YOU like it if someone gave false assumptions about you to
everyone else? Wouldn't that MAKE YOU FEEL UPSET, or HURT you?!



If you answered YES, then use your
sound head that GOD gave you and make the right decision. God didn't
create us to hit each other when the other is down. God created us to
live together as ONE.



Obviously yall can tell that
something has severely pissed me off...I am completely for real in what
I have said at the beginning of this entry. It doesn't matter how old
you are, if you or someone else has/have done this then please bring
this into the light for them or yourself.

Well today was just another day at home. I predict this Thanksgiving
will be mighty long... mom gave me the silent treatment this morning,
didn't really talk to me when she left to go to the store. OH WELL!
Tired to clean up the kitchen and then moms like come to the store, so
I headed off to the gas station. And when I got there, to my surprise
my dear ole brother blessed us with his presence. Hehe I was glad to
see him. Kinda missed him...but *shhhh!!* No one tell him.



Got some MORE butter to make some ghee. Here we go again. Went home
dropped it off, thought Sid was coming with me to the mall but he
decided to say behind and chill. So, off to the mall I go. Apparently
the holiday season is in full throttle even though Thanksgiving is 2
days away. God I loathe die hard shoppers. lol So I returned some
things for moms, paid the Macys' bill and waited around for Britney.
It's her 21st birthday so we just kinda hung out at the mall for a bit.
Got some stunning Starbucks, which I got for a good deal cause I had a
coupon ( gotta love that). Then took a trip to Wal-Mart, which was a
waste of time because I couldn't find the items my mom wanted me to
get. SO, back home for me. Mom, Sid, and got Taco Bell *yumm* and
watched CSI...



CSI is something else. It amazes me to see the crazy things they
concoct. But then again I see where they do get it from, real life
examples. So sad....well back to more family time. ***Happy happy joy
joy***

yeah I'm tired...this weather sucks major tushy! lol anyway's...pretty
dull day, got to sleep in a little. Had a meeting with this lady from
Mercer Pharmacy School, which was pretty cool because I had a bunch of
my questions answered one-on-one. makes me realize that I have a bunch
of studying to do to get up to my full potential. I can do it though,
takes time though.



besides that, just came home practiced organic problems, cooked food,
mom was in a very shady mood with me, even though I cleaned the whole
kitchen and everything. I don't know how to please her. I don't think
there is a way. maybe if I was her servant and was at her service 24/7
lol



The thing that upsets me the
most is that she doesn't even ask me how my day was EVER! I ALWAYS ask
her what she did during the day, and she never cares to ask. It pisses
me off sooo bad. Its like ok I understand that you're busy during the
day, and maybe it was a long day, but its like she talks more nicely to
her customers more than she does with me. I don't know anymore...I give
up, God can take care of it, because I have no idea how to make her just act normal towards me.