October 19, 2005

  • long day... woke up early this morning at like 8:30 a.m. to study
    organic. It helped, its a good head start, lets see if I have the
    determination and motivation to keep it up. lol I went to tutorial
    which is pretty beneficial as well because I actually get more problems
    to do...the more the merrier. lol anyhow...



    I didn't talk on the phone all day. I just didn't feel like it. I have too much stuff on my mind.



    I need to express my feelings and I don't know if I'm going to be
    strong enough. ::sighs::  I guess I have no choice, its now or
    later, and later will hurt too much. So it has to be now.