I'm almost finished with my speech! yayy lol I just have to work on
my visual aid and i'll be done... Classes require sooo much time and
effort. Too bad my parents don't realize this key factor. Its like they
joke at the fact that i have to study. Its like what the fuck!?? Your
supposed to be proud of me that I am so concerned with my studies, yet
you sit there and bitch at the fact that i am studying. it makes no
sense. especially for indian parents to do that. most indian parents
are all about education and make sure that they are going to get on,
and my parents sit there and don't even bother if i get one or not. it
just pisses me off.

Roll Back TIME!!! lol I have an extra hour to do stuff today! yayy
More time to study. Wooo hooo!!! I'm watching my tv in my room, with my
one channel that I get, and thats kinda fuzzy too...man this is toooo
boot leg. Oh well, something better than nothing.



Harry Potter The Goblet of Fire comes out November 18th!!! Yayyy! This
is sooooo exciting I'm on book 5 finally! I can't wait till the next
2 books come out. OK as for now, I need to work on my speech. Ta-Ta

Awesome friday
couldnt ask for more, except an A+ on my organic test..lol Had a quiz
in organic, blah. Went to a charity garba at gujrati samaj, which was
pretty fun Got to wear my last choli for the year.. But can't wait for next year! Ok time to sleep...night

*Me and Darshana at Guju Samaj*

I had my physics test
today..total bummer. I was sick off my ass!!! I had leftovers from the
other night and my stomache was killin me!! Thank god its over!

long days of studying and no fun. I came home early today because I
didn't feel too good. I took a long nice nap which helped somewhat.
until i woke up and the realization struck me that I have to study.
then all the peace and tranquility faded away. physics test Thursday
morning and all day tomorrow of studying..organic and physics. the
story of my life.



very burrrr outside. too windy and gloomy. ive come to the conclusion
that I enjoy the sun a whole lot more than the site of gray clouds. the
sun must have those happy photons that make me feel all warm and tingly
inside. hehe

its cold outside!! lol its all good. Trying to study for physics,
lovely test coming up on Thursday and then a speech due next week.
blah, I cant wait for Halloween. haunted house time! yay!! ok I really
need to go study.

WOW!!! what a
long day! lol I woke up at like 9 to study organic...there is sooo much
to study. man I hate these bloody reactions. its crazy how you think
there's not that many reactions but then when you look at it...its like
whOOAAaa!! lol but i just need time and practice.



Physics test
on Thursday...need to study from now...don't know anything in that
class.. honestly thats the last class i look at and that's baddddDD!



Went to Six
Flags today for Fright Fest. It was sooo much fun. It rained. Wait no
let me rephrase that...it poured! It was crazy. We sat in this area
that had message chairs. *niceee* lol ok so we rode some of the new
rides, the swings by the mind bender and then this circley thingy near
the drive in movie area which was very *Chill* in the words of Imtiaz.
lol anyhow we had a great time. Just got drenched when we ran to the
car. I couldn't believe it was raining. There was no rain in the
forecast and all of a sudden there's a MAD thunderstorm! Georgia Weather
for you.



Pictures soon to be up. Ciao.

long day... woke up early this morning at like 8:30 a.m. to study
organic. It helped, its a good head start, lets see if I have the
determination and motivation to keep it up. lol I went to tutorial
which is pretty beneficial as well because I actually get more problems
to do...the more the merrier. lol anyhow...



I didn't talk on the phone all day. I just didn't feel like it. I have too much stuff on my mind.



I need to express my feelings and I don't know if I'm going to be
strong enough. ::sighs::  I guess I have no choice, its now or
later, and later will hurt too much. So it has to be now.

I finally can add more songs on
my phone..lol only like 30 but its all good. Least i have some, better
than none. This way I have something to listen to walking to class and
working out. I want a MP3 player for Christmas...HINT HINT!!! lol



Anyhow study time...

It seems as though time is slowing down but yet everything is going by
so quickly. I stop and think, and I'm like whoa...I'm in my junior year
of college. This is truely amazing. I can just remember starting the
first day of college. So long along that was, but so close. Things have
drastically changed, in ways I can't describe. I wonder what the next
10 years of my life will hold. We shall see.



Classes are hard as usual. School is now least of my worries. I know I
can accomplish what I need to with school, my family is another
situation. My mom is still very much shaken up since the incident on
Thursday. I don't blame her. I don't know how she is feeling right now
but I can only imagine. But I'm just thankful nothing happened to her,
because I know it was moments from actually happening. Thank God.